Together

My love 
There are ghosts and demons that haunt n torture I don't want to b their friend 
I know how to enjoy the lonliness and the company of myself...
 But don't want to after u r in my life I knw to enjoy the ny sounds of music, read some books, meet any arbit ppl and b friends.. 
but don't want to after listening to ur sweet songs n being in ur warm friendship 
I walked alone along those long beaches.. 
I loved the feel of waves touch my feet and go away.. 
but I don't want to do it again without beside me 
These delights in my life.. 
I want u in all of them.. 
together my love.. 

Missed you

Honey.. 
I'm dreaming..
dreams about all the nice things we could have.. 
I'm loosing sleep, loosing hunger It makes me feel weird.. 
I feel somethin so strange.. 
It may kill me but makes me feel alive.. more alive than ever.. 
Last night its u.. the night before its u again.. 
 I woke up in the middle of the night..
I called out ur name 
I raised my hands to the sky above.. 
stirring out in the biting cold.. 
 when the sun crashed out.. 
I sat there on that bench.. 
I watched my hands go numb.. my feet go cold..
 I watched u right in my eyes..even though u fade away fr a moment.. there u are right again in my dreams..
I hope nothing goes wrong but wonder if im doing it right..
You hve taken away my heart.. u won't leave me alone.. even thought u are away.. with my head in my hands..
I hearr u whispering..calling my name..
I wonder what can I do with out u..I know u have not gone away fr long...
But I wonder its all right..parts of me fade away frm me.. when u r nt with me honey...

A Lonely Night

I was high..
I was high walking alone in an endless night..
I was walking along that long endless road..
covered with dried yellow leaves..
There at the end.. I saw a dim light.. went there to see if u brought me some light..some sshine in that gloomy night..
But it ws nothin..
I jst stood there..
counting on all those stars above..
It's hard.. its hard to get wat I say..
Jst feel it in my heart with urs...
Beautiful dawn.. that wat awaits me I think.. thought of which jst blows my mindoff..
jst remember me..
remember that there is always a soul waiting for ur sweetness to touch it..
It can barely feel anything anymore..
jst wants the warmth of ur soft touch..
It jst wants to be with my sweet heart..

I wish

I opened the doors.. the doors of my mind.. 
I wish I could walk along those beautiful thoughts..
when u r in those.. It holds all ur memories close.. those thoughts stuck in it.. 
I think with my head in hand.. understanding the years we hve been through.. 
It was a bouncy.ride between the heaven and the hell..
 I wish I had chosen only one.. but.felt them both... 
I wish u were there beside when I ws so cold n dead in fear of losing u.. 
I tried to run far..away to find any comfort.. but its only pain.. 
the pleasure.. the peace.. the counterpart I seek.. its only with u I realized.. 
U voice is enough to keep me away frm the distorts..away frm the troubles thaat may run in my mind.. 
Beauty.it is.. the way u fill my world.. 
I wish u close these lids with a sweet kiss every night.. 

I want you

I need you to.reach for me now 
Through all theese darkness.. 
i want you to hold my hands 
I want you to hear me when I whisper 
I want you to wipe away all the tears when I cry 
I love you sweet heart more than I can show
I love you more than I can say.. 
I want you to love more than I can do 
I want u to.walk along the darkened sky while I take all those stars and make u smile.. 
Jst reach for me and hold me dear..

Look deep

I see u in the eyes..
I am here seein in the depths of ur eyes..
I see only innocence in those beautiful gems..
You don't see what I see inside..
You don't think I see what ur sweetheart tryin to hide
 Do you hear my dear
Don't keep yourself locked up in there..
Its jst a fear that stops you..
It's jst a fear that keeps u down
Do you hear my dear
Jst believe how bright u r
Jst see how u shave away the darkness
Dont confine ur sight to wat u see...look deep into..as I see..
You may got no time..you may got no thoughts..
Jst look in to mine and dive into the blue depths..
Don't watch your time..it jst descends..
Jst drift with me.. don't even let your heart stop u.. It's a long road that we will be walking through..
Jst dream about u n me standing onthe beach watching the Sun set..
Let me walk along the golden orange sands..
In my love...jst look deep enough to find ur salvation..
Jst look deep..

Listen to my hands

Listen to my hands..
 Let them guide u to the places u wanna be
Don't try to hide ur face in your hands..
Don't think no one will understands u..
Jst forget abt the thoughts and shake ur head abt those that stop u frm doin wat u want
Jst let my hands hold u..
They will talk about the far away lands..
All its life moves around u..
 U jst stand still and stay calm..
they will move u before u even know..
They are so tired yet they don't sleep at night They search for u to find u in a beautiful place..

Life is all jst a game.. they are here so that u don't get confused..
They want u to love them with ur heart
 Don't worry if u donno where to start..
May be the thought itself is a start..
They are there with you on the longest days.. they are there with you even though they are tired..

Don't fill up your head with all rains..
Don't hide your pains frm me..
Here are my hands to take u all the way through..
Jst listen to my hands..

As I Dive

Here I am standing on the verge of falling into great depth 
Hope that is finally my place 
I flutter my wings 
I clutter those spaces 
I remove those shadows that those dark clouds cast on me 
I knw I can dive through all these.. 
If I stumble annd slip.. I will fall in the depths..

I dream about you standing on the sea.. 
I wake up feeling the blues..wishing u could dream of me.. 

Will u wait for me down.. to catch me.. 
Standing perfectly still listening slowing to the tunes that wind makes moving these leaves that hinder.. 
Still won't you wait for me dear.. 
Let the howls of the wind guide u in the bright moon light that I give you.. Wait for me in the depths.. 
Wait for me on the sea.. 
Will u wait for me even in that emptyness...