I wish

I opened the doors.. the doors of my mind.. 
I wish I could walk along those beautiful thoughts..
when u r in those.. It holds all ur memories close.. those thoughts stuck in it.. 
I think with my head in hand.. understanding the years we hve been through.. 
It was a bouncy.ride between the heaven and the hell..
 I wish I had chosen only one.. but.felt them both... 
I wish u were there beside when I ws so cold n dead in fear of losing u.. 
I tried to run far..away to find any comfort.. but its only pain.. 
the pleasure.. the peace.. the counterpart I seek.. its only with u I realized.. 
U voice is enough to keep me away frm the distorts..away frm the troubles thaat may run in my mind.. 
Beauty.it is.. the way u fill my world.. 
I wish u close these lids with a sweet kiss every night..