Missed you

Honey.. 
I'm dreaming..
dreams about all the nice things we could have.. 
I'm loosing sleep, loosing hunger It makes me feel weird.. 
I feel somethin so strange.. 
It may kill me but makes me feel alive.. more alive than ever.. 
Last night its u.. the night before its u again.. 
 I woke up in the middle of the night..
I called out ur name 
I raised my hands to the sky above.. 
stirring out in the biting cold.. 
 when the sun crashed out.. 
I sat there on that bench.. 
I watched my hands go numb.. my feet go cold..
 I watched u right in my eyes..even though u fade away fr a moment.. there u are right again in my dreams..
I hope nothing goes wrong but wonder if im doing it right..
You hve taken away my heart.. u won't leave me alone.. even thought u are away.. with my head in my hands..
I hearr u whispering..calling my name..
I wonder what can I do with out u..I know u have not gone away fr long...
But I wonder its all right..parts of me fade away frm me.. when u r nt with me honey...